Sitting here stressing
At 2:30 AM
About how fast a year can go
I wonder where it went
If we start all over again
Would it really work?
I know that you could be could be
Coming back to me

Mesmerised ..
By the thought of it
Traumatised ..
I'm so scarced of it
Wanna stop thinking
Gotta get to sleep
Gotta wake up fresh
Get on my feet
Push the thought of you away
Do it today

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas

You locked away your secrets
Kept them away from me
I only came to say goodbye
Now you finally see
You wanna start all over again
Make it work this time
But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine

I memorised ..
What you said to me
So surprised ..
It was hell to be
So frustrated with the way we were
Not a single word could make it work
Now look at us today
We blew it away

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas

I'm older than my years
Drowning in my tears
Surrounded by the fear
Since you went away
A year ago
At Christmas

I'm older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year
I'm older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year ..
I'm older than my years .. last year
Drowing in my tears .. last year
At Christmas
I'm older than my years .. at Christmas
Drowing in my tears .. at Christmas
At Christmas
I'm older than my years
I'm older than my years (quietly)

Strange fear I ain't felt for years
The boy's coming and I'm close to tears
I can't let go of you now
Imagination's playing round for free
In my world I take him out for tea
Oh my God, can't say no
Skipping school, go walk for air
I just had to get out of bed
I'm on overload in my head
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Life is a dream, time does come true
And in my sleep I think of you
Feather bed by myself
Basically probability
Says that fate's come side with me
It's been so long on my shelf
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
The tension is incredible, boy I'm in charge
You know how I feel for you,
Will you stop, or will you just keep going
Please don't say no, no, no, no
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation
Train comes I don't know its destination
It's a one-way ticket to a madman's situation